condemnation.
Condemnation
Sometimes when I look at myself I feel like someone with no purpose. I came from a family of four.my family is a close knit one who understands eachother feelings.me being the first brought so many responsibilities on me to attend to.As the first child am having a lot going on with me right now, in terms of relationship,education, and otherwise.my education is a torn to my flesh right now being in school and watching my younger once ahead of me is kind of bad and worse for me.cause,I easily get thoughts of committing suicide or even running away from the house.my siblings curse me not to even talk of my parents who look down on me most times and at any giving chance they get they compare me to my mates that are done with school or even married and have a stable job for themselves.this feeling is hard for me and my heart is heavy too heavy.my parents contributed to this cause,all I ever wanted was to study my dream course.mass communication was what I ever wanted to do. My parents mind set is based on the financial stands for all occupation s,I was so angry they even filled my Jamb courses, picked my school, and virtually everything. I had nothing to say or tell them.I had issues in school based on the course they gave me.I tried to reach out to someone who understands me but to no avail....,thanks for reading lovlies till another time your comments mean a lot to me.
Thanks
Sometimes when I look at myself I feel like someone with no purpose. I came from a family of four.my family is a close knit one who understands eachother feelings.me being the first brought so many responsibilities on me to attend to.As the first child am having a lot going on with me right now, in terms of relationship,education, and otherwise.my education is a torn to my flesh right now being in school and watching my younger once ahead of me is kind of bad and worse for me.cause,I easily get thoughts of committing suicide or even running away from the house.my siblings curse me not to even talk of my parents who look down on me most times and at any giving chance they get they compare me to my mates that are done with school or even married and have a stable job for themselves.this feeling is hard for me and my heart is heavy too heavy.my parents contributed to this cause,all I ever wanted was to study my dream course.mass communication was what I ever wanted to do. My parents mind set is based on the financial stands for all occupation s,I was so angry they even filled my Jamb courses, picked my school, and virtually everything. I had nothing to say or tell them.I had issues in school based on the course they gave me.I tried to reach out to someone who understands me but to no avail....,thanks for reading lovlies till another time your comments mean a lot to me.
Thanks
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