condemnation.
Condemnation Sometimes when I look at myself I feel like someone with no purpose. I came from a family of four.my family is a close knit one who understands eachother feelings.me being the first brought so many responsibilities on me to attend to.As the first child am having a lot going on with me right now, in terms of relationship,education, and otherwise.my education is a torn to my flesh right now being in school and watching my younger once ahead of me is kind of bad and worse for me.cause,I easily get thoughts of committing suicide or even running away from the house.my siblings curse me not to even talk of my parents who look down on me most times and at any giving chance they get they compare me to my mates that are done with school or even married and have a stable job for themselves.this feeling is hard for me and my heart is heavy too heavy.my parents contributed to this cause,all I ever wanted was to study my dream course.mass communication was what I ever wan...